forty years old

The day before yesterday, I stayed up all night. As a result, I haven’t recovered from the two days.. When I went to cheer volleyball in the morning, I was breathless, dizzy, palpitations and panic in less than half an hour. Everyone said I was extremely pale.. Point of view, is really old, forty years old, later have to go easy!     Today, I began to face up to my 40 – year – old age. When this thought comes out, I feel melancholy and bitter in autumn.. Ziyun: forty won’t be confused. Forty true can not be confused? In my opinion, only Confucius and other thinkers can do it? I had also expected me to be broad-minded and elegant at the age of 40, steady and steady, and without doubt. Can everything decent, vision; No longer melancholy, no longer expect; Happiness is to be mature and insipid, and peace of mind is to be trivial and mediocre. Since then, we have lived a life of crystal clear, calm and calm, with no confusion … Ah, however, our little woman has reached the age of doubt, but she still sighs, laments and confuses a lot.!     The wrinkles that started to appear on my face remind me that I am middle – aged, and I understand that no matter how much confusion I feel, I have to be proud and cool, frustrated and calm. Whether or not you are overwhelmed by old or small responsibilities, you have to be full of ambition and confidence.. When you feel depressed, you should learn to laugh at it. When you are at war, you should learn to endure like a bystander.     Some people say that middle age is a kind of mood, enjoying peace and peace after experience, deep and profound, open-minded and mature. Some people say that middle age is a kind of feelings, close to life, walk into the heart, care for relatives and coordinate personnel. Some people say that middle age is a kind of self – restraint, magnanimous, self-discipline and self – restraint, with everything in the sea and everything in the river. Some people say that middle age is a kind of temperament, elegant and generous, natural and unrestrained and calm, broad-minded in the depth, calm in the reserve, self-cultivation in the aplomb and modesty in the boldness. Some people say that middle age is a kind of happiness, joy and stir in experience, love and pain in emotion, insipid and trivial in life, warmth and care in family, pursuit and struggle in career, expectation and heavy trust in society, work and experience, fame and benefit, relief from laughter and bitter taste have all become songs of life in the life of forty years old and become wealth of the soul..     Alas, whether it’s confusion or regrets, whether the past years have been ignorant or frivolous, I have already traveled on the way to know my destiny. I am used to spring flowers and autumn moon, sunrise and sunset. Looking down on the clouds, rolling clouds, ebbing tides and rising tides have deepened the hearts of the world and warmed Leng Qing. However, the boat of the soul is still bumping in the emotional wave. After all, the red lotus is still in full bloom and the castle peak is still not old!